REBEL PRINCESS

You've seen me after soo long..
And you think that..
now I look like some dressed up doll...


But...
Let me tell you...
That you got it all wrong !!!!


Black Nails / Clothes/
My jeans which are ripped from the knees../
The darkest black Kohl that i wearAren't just some Fashion Statement...!!!

( You must be thinking..HAHA..then what else can it be..?? )

Let me tell you...
That you got it all wrong!!!!


The Dark Kohl I wear is to darken my Vengeance...
Vengeance which is because of scars deep inside..
Vengeance which keeps burning in my heart
And makes me cry silent cries......
The Ripped jeans which you find Tripping...
Let me tell you...
That you just see them torn..
Unlike your feeling of scorn.....
Nor you seem to see the scars
Which are embelished deep on my heart...!!!


My Nails are japanned Black..
Not coz its sum Haute Coture statement
But it is my way to lament..
To savour my past..
To make myself strong..

Strong enough to avenge..!!!

So now you know that I ain't some dressed up doll...
But I am a Rebel Princess...
And I am here to stay,
I am the New Poison
But I still kill the old way.....

You Are Not The One

No..
No..
You are not the one...
When I wake up from my sleep..
You are not the one I wish to see...


When I open my eyes..
I see where the reality lies..
And then I realise.......
Whatever we dreamt together
Was just another big lie...!!!
And just then.. I wish.. you had never said those words...
The words you never meant......
The words which make my sweet memories acidulous..
And I wish... I had opened my eyes before..
And I wouldn't have fallen in this dungeon hole..
Thats why when I wake up from my sleep...
You are not the one I wish to see..!!!
Because when I see you there standing infront of me...
Reality also seems to be a dream...
Sweet dreams which I had thought were unfeigned.......


Back then...
I had wished to live in demesne of my dreamy life...
I had wished never to open my eyes...
And if I ever did open my eyes...
I had wished you to be by my side..


Back then..
I would have never wished to say these words..
Beacuse saying them was like excruciating myself..
But now whenever I see you standin infront of me..
All my sweet memories fade away...
And these words...
These thoughts just come in the way...
And I wish you were never there...


No..
No..
You are not the one
Whom I wish to see standin there infront of me..
When I wake up from my sleep........